Lo and behold

I think i’ve kindda lost the ‘drive’ to blog as often as i used to (although that’s not very often as well).

Umm and i kindda discover that facebook destroys relationships over the past week from not 1, 2 but 3 friends. Behold the power of facebook. I shall not go into details cos they’re personal stuff and i’m really lazy to lols.

Anyway, finally got to buy the famous tanjong pajar muffins on fri. Bought some for the colleagues and some to bring home ! Thumbs up for the soft fluffy moist texture of the banana walnut muffins. Gotta love them.

Caught up on my sleep, had facial done with mum, contact lens exchanged (Thanks to dad who drove all the way down to tpy!), bought some new clothes and spent quality time with family over the weekend. All’s good…and then here comes monday.

Ok I’m going to make myself a big hearty bowl of oatmeal for breakfast tml Hope it drives away the monday blues. I’m actually feeling stressed about this task i have to complete cos i have no freaking idea how to. damm.

Lotsa meetup and dinner stuff coming up this week !

Oh this is a crap post. i just had to force myself to blog somehow hahaha.

Sweet surrender

Umm this is a half-done collage of our picnic at marina barrage like…2 weeks back ? And i finally decided i’m too lazy to go back to ps to finish it up so here goes ! Pretty much summed up what we did on that sunny saturday.

And for mica’s D&D, it was yesterday once more. Thanks to lin for lending me the retro dress Some pics !

We were an hour late and still had time to take a picture in the toilet after dressing up. Tells you a lot about girls.

Our director literally directed us to pose like this.

Sweetie piesssssss

Close-up. Wearing my fake lashies but doubt it’s visible from the pic

Michelle said i look like polly pocket.

Ok i shall leave this post at that. Anyway i hope 3 hours of kbox and snackers from kfc right after will not take away my voice tml.

Been reading quite a bit recently. Am rediscovering the joy of losing myself, my thoughts in books. It’s like surrendering yourself and entering another world for the moment. This is perhaps, one of the things i do that almost always makes me lose track of time.

寻找它

不知道从什么时候开始， 觉得自己在忙忙碌碌的生活节奏中，遗失了一样很重要，很重要的东西。 但也许，我从没拥有过。我想， 当我找到它以后，就不会感到那莫名的空虚。或许就不会迷失方向。那样看似遥不可及的东西，它叫做热忱。

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我笑得，有点累了。 但不笑，行吗？难道痛哭不成？心里总想或许笑着笑着，真的会变开心了，真的可以忘掉所有的不快乐。但最近，似乎有太多事情让我质疑自己的能力。在于学业，在于潜能，甚至待人处事。

笑声背后掩饰的可不就是那一篓筐的不安与不肯定。