Shopping with dardardar was great. we really had fun. but she told me something about the Ex which happened sometime ago. To cut the story short, she has a guyfriend from SMU who is a friend of the Ex. or rather, the Ex’s current gf now. And he told dar somethings about the Ex and the girl a few months ago, which she in turn told me. I feel really honoured that dar stood up for me though.
Anyway what she told me made me see things very, very differently now.
All i have to say now is
Fuck you. no, really.
what she told me just made me lose the last bit of respect i had for you. What you did was so wrong on so many levels that i can’t even convince myself to give you the benefit of the doubt now. It could have ended in a better way but you really screwed up. But, not that you care. not that it matters now.
You may be smart, but as a person, you fail terribly. Even ‘Sorry’ sounds like a dirty word coming from you. I know now for a fact that i can definitely lift my head up high and live a better life without you.
Because, you will NEVER ever be able to look me in the eye. Because, all you have to defend yourself with is weak excuses. Because, you are a coward who chose to run away after doing what you did. Because, you are a fucking selfish bastard.
Want the best of both worlds ? I think you are smart enough to figure that it won’t work out.
Just remember, what comes around goes around, baby.
well said, well said.
Comment by identityindensity — December 4, 2008 @ 8:33 pm |